Better Days...

Some days, the days that i am sad or down, i am more grateful for Pres. Hinkleys statement then others. There are days that i need to read it over and over and over. When i am feeling down, it usually helps to pull me out of a slump.

"Though my work may be menial, though my contribution may be small, I can perform it with dignity and offer it with unselfishness. My talents may not be great, but I can use them to bless the lives of others.... The goodness of the world in which we live is the accumulated goodness of many small and seemingly inconsequential acts."--Gordon B. Hinckley

However there are days that even reading it a million times... it just doesn't sink in like i want it too, or helps like it usually does...

I feel especially small lately. Sad and very lonely. I can't seem to get things done like i want too & just feel insignificant. It is just a viscious ugly circle sometimes. Not getting things done or 'accomplishing' something... only feeds the feelings of worthlessness. I HATe feeling this way. I have so much to be thankful for - and I am... Thankful.
It just sometimes gets hard. Lonely. Not having a companion. I should be past my 'PMS-ing days... but for some reason... they are hanging on this go round! UG! The world is such a big place... and I am so just a very small tinsey itsey little part of it. *Sigh...*